I wish I was a telepath. That with a thought, a feeling, I could calm and relax people around me, that I could soothe angers and fears, that I could know just what people need and that way, help people to find their center. Instead, it seems that I’m a tremendous empath. I can feel other people’s emotions and I’m affected most by anger. Anger makes me frightened which in turn makes me angry. I can’t sit still, I want to scream, I want to run away, I want to knock out the angry person so they can stop making me feel like a cat brushed the wrong way. I like being around happy people, calm people. I have a hard time being MySelf because I’m so frequently bombarded by everyone else’s Self. I hate it.
I really hate it.